You proved my point nicely by deleting the post, clearly the chances of any balance or equal application of the rules is non existent, while your a moderator or unable to act in a reasonable make the ban permanent, you might not believe this but forums need people more than people need forums.
There are too many forums out there for me to worry about a ban here.
My gut feeling is in the long run I will be around alot longer than you, mentally I honestly think you are not going to handle whats ahead and I can wait
I read what you posted before it disappeared and I found nothing unjust or rude let alone anything that by my understanding of the present TOS that I would have warranted as being something to make the post deletion worthy.
To be honest if anything it makes me a bit more suspicious of moderators actions and how they relate to certain members and not others. But then looks who's talking.