With what you're trying to do with your circuit, why not make it easy on your self and get a used "disposable flash camera" and take the circuit form that? Most drugstores will even give you already used ones for free. https://www.bhphotovideo.com/c/prod...MI8b3Dr5vn2gIVzrrACh3TMQp5EAQYBSABEgKeRvD_BwE
I know you want to "build it yourself", but before spending much time and money to make something that won't do what you expect(as many here have told you), get a few of those and experiment.
I know you want to "build it yourself", but before spending much time and money to make something that won't do what you expect(as many here have told you), get a few of those and experiment.