I took my kids to the Natural Science Museum last month and we had a blast, learned a lot. Reading plaques around exhibits such as petrified wood, reconstructed dinosaur fossils, fiber optic data transmission, I came across this huge cluster of crystal. I stared at the crystal for some time, examining all its facets, and all the while couldn't shake the feeling that I was looking at the product of someone's labor. It was like looking at a painting and imagining the painter.
I was raised in an uber-religious family. I was home schooled (Christian curriculum, chock full of biblical references and "Bible" subject), punctuated by periods of off-and-on Christian private school (when my parents could afford it) until high school. I went to church every Sunday, Wednesday night, and attended random evening bible studies with my parents' bible study group. For a long time we were part of Mennonite or Mennonite-esque groups (some of them evolving into strange cult-like situations). I have read the Bible several times over and have probably known and forgotten more about Christianity than some ministers ever learn. None of this was voluntary on my part. I don't remember when I stopped believing; I think maybe because I never believed from the beginning. All I remember is feeling like a kid who is too old for Santa Claus but continues to pretend for the sake of his parents' happiness.
One good thing that came out of it, is that I was exposed to the existence of theories contrary to evolution and "the big bang." I did not believe the contrary theory (creationism) or the mainstream theory but just knowing that there is room for multiple explanations led me to be skeptical of everything. I do not believe that we are the product of a bunch of random happenings. The idea that a series of billions of instances of being in the right place at the right time led to intelligent life is just as unlikely to me as the idea that the "The God I Am" created it all.
I think all religions were primarily created to satisfy man's question of existence, and secondarily as a tool to control the masses. That includes Atheism. I consider modern Atheism to be a religion too; just look at the way Atheists act - like religious zealots. Prominent atheists (ex: Bill Nye the "science" guy) will go on TV and shame anyone who disagrees with them in the most virulent way possible.
I love science, and the scientific method. I think that sometimes we just need to admit when we really have no clue about something. I think that our own existence is something that we currently can't explain with any rational theory and that we need to keep our minds open to any possibility. Intelligent design is one theory that I ponder, although I have no idea who the "creator" might be, I haven't been given a plausible explanation by any religion, and I have studied several. I went through a phase after leaving home, looking for answers, and found nothing but snake oil. Eventually gave up. I have let it rest in the back of my mind for years. This small moment experienced in the Museum has partially rekindled my curiosity so I consult a group of intelligent people. What do you guys think/feel/believe?
I was raised in an uber-religious family. I was home schooled (Christian curriculum, chock full of biblical references and "Bible" subject), punctuated by periods of off-and-on Christian private school (when my parents could afford it) until high school. I went to church every Sunday, Wednesday night, and attended random evening bible studies with my parents' bible study group. For a long time we were part of Mennonite or Mennonite-esque groups (some of them evolving into strange cult-like situations). I have read the Bible several times over and have probably known and forgotten more about Christianity than some ministers ever learn. None of this was voluntary on my part. I don't remember when I stopped believing; I think maybe because I never believed from the beginning. All I remember is feeling like a kid who is too old for Santa Claus but continues to pretend for the sake of his parents' happiness.
One good thing that came out of it, is that I was exposed to the existence of theories contrary to evolution and "the big bang." I did not believe the contrary theory (creationism) or the mainstream theory but just knowing that there is room for multiple explanations led me to be skeptical of everything. I do not believe that we are the product of a bunch of random happenings. The idea that a series of billions of instances of being in the right place at the right time led to intelligent life is just as unlikely to me as the idea that the "The God I Am" created it all.
I think all religions were primarily created to satisfy man's question of existence, and secondarily as a tool to control the masses. That includes Atheism. I consider modern Atheism to be a religion too; just look at the way Atheists act - like religious zealots. Prominent atheists (ex: Bill Nye the "science" guy) will go on TV and shame anyone who disagrees with them in the most virulent way possible.
I love science, and the scientific method. I think that sometimes we just need to admit when we really have no clue about something. I think that our own existence is something that we currently can't explain with any rational theory and that we need to keep our minds open to any possibility. Intelligent design is one theory that I ponder, although I have no idea who the "creator" might be, I haven't been given a plausible explanation by any religion, and I have studied several. I went through a phase after leaving home, looking for answers, and found nothing but snake oil. Eventually gave up. I have let it rest in the back of my mind for years. This small moment experienced in the Museum has partially rekindled my curiosity so I consult a group of intelligent people. What do you guys think/feel/believe?
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