It's 4:45am and I'm still awake so I'll paint a picture for you.
Imagine you live in dodgy neighborhood; it's night time and all your doors and windows are unlocked and standing wide open. you're in bed; try to make yourself sleep.
No way, right? how can you fall asleep with the knowledge that any common crackhead could waltz in your front door at any minute?
Now imagine that the thought that your doors and windows are open, somehow escaped from your brain but the worry remains. You know there's something very important you need to do right away; a very good reason why you can't go to sleep yet, but the reason just out of your mind's grasp.
now you're me.
I get this every few months. It lasts a few days; can't shake the feeling that I'm forgetting something of the utmost importance.
Its like when you leave the house and you know you're forgetting something, but X10. I call it "the feeling of impending doom."
Imagine you live in dodgy neighborhood; it's night time and all your doors and windows are unlocked and standing wide open. you're in bed; try to make yourself sleep.
No way, right? how can you fall asleep with the knowledge that any common crackhead could waltz in your front door at any minute?
Now imagine that the thought that your doors and windows are open, somehow escaped from your brain but the worry remains. You know there's something very important you need to do right away; a very good reason why you can't go to sleep yet, but the reason just out of your mind's grasp.
now you're me.
I get this every few months. It lasts a few days; can't shake the feeling that I'm forgetting something of the utmost importance.
Its like when you leave the house and you know you're forgetting something, but X10. I call it "the feeling of impending doom."