Thanks, I wasn't sureYou can create your own parts in Express too.
And to the OP, yes, keep at it, we've all gotten frustrated and started throwing things
Express PCB and Eagle are the only 2 I use, and I like them both. They have their uses.
Express PCB is great to start with as it's easy to use and clear cut. Eagle is more complex, but has more/better features and you can create gerbers from it.
A warning, if you use express PCB, you are required to get your boards made through them